To delice

uite ce am gasit. uite ce alti oameni care viseaza reusesc sa faca. Not big deal, dar a expus coperti de carte handmade, frumoase, interesante, sweet. Pe unele le putem intrece. I've got ideas! si ma simt (a cata oara!!!???) ca omul acela generic care se ruga sa castige la Loto dar nu juca. iar Dumnezeu n-a avut ce sa-i faca. Jumpstart me, Santa!

Colectionez cuvinte (1)

adică acele cuvinte care mă fac să mă opresc din vorbit atunci când le aud, când le rostesc. cuvinte care mă urnesc la o vorbire mai cu tâlc şi noimă, pentru simplu motiv că încep să conştientizez şi să înţeleg ce spun. Cum spuneam, unele mă fac să tac, altele îmi dau ghes să continui. astazi a fost despre "nimb", "boare", "cătătură", "desluşit", "pomadă", "împresurat", "ghes".
Voi ce cuvinte colecţionaţi? Muller? Corin? Marie?

uncertain. insecure

stau si-mi vine sa-ma-nfurii pe cineva sau ceva, doar-doar oi scapa de starea asta de combustie. sa umblu bezmetica pe drumuri, scotand aburi in ger.

sunt indecisa, nesigura, forever in dezechilibru, in evaluare, pe drum, in tensiune, intre optiuni, ne-terminata. invidiez serenitatea, certitudinile,zambetele multumite, raspunsurile clare si categorice pe care le gasesc cu duiumul in ceilalti mai aproape sau mai aiurea.

poate ca m-a ajuns si pe mine setea de repaos, poate ca vreau sa ma termin, sa incetez sa incerc si sa incep sa fiu, sa existe, sa se intample. sau ma incovoi, doar, sub zambetele multumite, certitudinile, serenitatea si fericirea celorlalti? eu n-as putea sti. eu sunt indecisa.

can somebody, anybody, make up my mind?
......da' ce intrebare proasta!!! make-up-ul e only o corectie de suprafata. La demachiere se arata iar bau-baul "Iarnustiucinesuntcepotsafacsiundemaducinviataasta"
dar oare, am eu cu adevarat nevoie de o concluzie?

I can't plan for LIFE. LIFE is too big. who's gonna live in it? I AM NOT DONE!

'tis the Season to be jolly!

You better watch out/You better not cry/Better not pout/I'm telling you why/ Lenny (as in Lenny Kravitz) is coming to town!
repeating the sounding joy, Mazi

corporate Xmas gifts

no comment. desi in real life, cand trebuie sa faci cadouri corporate de Craciun pt, say, 5 clienti, it gets so much worse!!! Vorba unei minunate Marii: PR = nunti botezuri, cununii, coshuri de nuiele, funde si cutii :)
Dar asta ne va duce departe. Pe principiul ca "what doesn't kill you, makes u stronger". Right Delice?

Pamuk, Foer, Salinger ...

Pamuk, Foer, Salinger, Miller, Murakami, Requiem for a dream, Vanity Fair ...all on my table, beside the bed, being read, re-lived or remembered.

Latests in brief

1. Christmas fever taking over. With goods and bads. Traffic, 4h spent on the way home, people injured in fights caused by traffic blockage anger, crowds in hypermarkets shown on TV, St. Nick gifts, end-of-year corporate team-buildings and client parties, corporate Christmas gifts, snow in the mountains, repeated calls from my mom asking me if this year I'm going to stay longer for Christmas at home, brainstorming and running for gifts, counting goods and bads, making wish-lists and resolutions, planning New Year's Eve, feeling excited or depressed.
2. Giant Christmas tree (aka The Biggest Christmas tree currently in Bucharest, built and lit by Millenium Bank) = no big badabum. The crowd that gathered to see it = huge badabum
3. Strange wheather. Foggy, damp, coldish, warmish still. Christmas lights in the city make an impressionist painting in the mighty fog.
4. some party I was invited to. felt oh so very wrong, (wrong jokes, wrong people, wrongest music and location). oh, how I miss dancing and drinking to my music instead of drinking hard so as to not hear the bad tunes. It took 3 hours of Tori Amos, Moloko, Ian Brown, Anouk, Roykssop &co. to heal my ears. three long morning hours right after the so called Glam Party. Ughhh!
5. Sister called. It's snowing feather-like flakes in Iasi. I miss Iasi. I miss the piles of soft clean snow we used to turn into playgrounds when we were kids.